Taylor Frankie Paul says she smiles again after making mistakes and misses her son

Taylor Frankie Paul says she’s trying to start fresh after a dark period in her life… but she still has a void to fill.

The “Secret Lives of Mormon Wives” star opened up on social media on Sunday, updating fans on where her life and head are at.

Taylor says she’s still processing the cancellation of “Bachelorette” and the putting of “SLOMW” on ice after she “made some boys cry” and yelled at each other. That’s one way of summarizing things.

She says she tries to learn from her mistakes, but it’s important to let herself smile again and remember to be silly too.

Taylor spends less parenting time with her son, Neverwith whom she shares her ex Dakota Mortensen …and she says she does a lot of projects around the house to get by and distract herself from the fact that she’s only seen her youngest child sparingly since we posted a video of her. accidentally hit her other child with a bar stool during an argument with Dakota.

Taylor and Dakota are scheduled to attend a hearing Monday to discuss “future child custody and parenting time issues” … so she can have more time with Ever soon.

Stay tuned…