Ed Sheeran "didn't want to live" after the death of his friends Jamal Edwards and Shane Warne

By Mark SavageBBC Music Correspondent

Ed Sheeran says he 'didn't want to live anymore' after his crazy SBTV friends died s Jamal Edwards and cricketer Shane Warne in 2022.

Speaking to Rolling Stone magazine, the star said he faced the depression "throughout my life" and felt the feelings resurface last year.

"You are under the waves drowning. You're just kind of into this thing. And you can't get away with it."

He was worried that his thoughts were "selfish", given that he is a parent of two daughters.< /p>

"Especially as a father, I feel really embarrassed," the 32-year-old said.

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